I have so many emo things to say right now. X-Files. I cannot EVEN believe I will be seeing new X-Files tonight. Six years ago, I watched a huge chapter in the book of my life come to an end. The last sentence on the very last page was "Maybe there's hope." When I was down in my bedroom crying, I never would have THOUGHT that YEARS down the line, I'd be IN line, in New York, to see my life return to the screen. I have never seen these characters so big, so beautiful, and I've never experienced them in a theater full of countless other fans. I just cannot even BELIEVE this right now! Six years! And it's fucking BACK!

I have TOO much to say. It's so much more than a show to me. So much more. It IS me, it is my childhood, my adolescence, my friends, my family, my morals, my interest, my art, my passion, my lessons, my questions, my breath, my blood, my everything that I am today.

I can't even believe I get to go back there. It's a second chance that a lot of people don't get with their shows and my god I can't even BELIEVE what a gift this is. To be able to go back, as an adult, six years later and wiser and be able to experience it again, as new. It's just something I'll never get over, I don't think.

Hey all - well I have loaded another four to my live journal.

These are all PG-13.  The next one after these is NC-17 though so I will post it seperately.

You Likey Me

Shacking Up!

A Serious Misstep

Domestic Bliss

There you go - enjoy!

LA LA LAAAAAA NEW YORKKKKKK. DSKJFHLKJHGAKJDHGSA.

We got lost on the way here and it was really sjkdlfhsa because I had to pee. Normally, I never care if I'm lost, it never gets on my nerves as long as 1) I have enough gas, and 2) I don't have to pee. But I did so it really really sucked. We had to use some random-ass Subway. IT WAS DIGUSTING.

We found our hotel. Our room is okay, I just wish we would have stayed closer to the city. We took the train thing over there and then we were in New York! We just sort of walked around a bit and took about 5000 pictures. I don't even know! We went to Times Square and I pretty much lost my shit at all of the color and lights. We went to the huge Virgin store, where I picked up a Celine DVD of her The Colour of My Love tour. I wanted this big ass amazing X-Files book, and a gorgeous Marilyn one, and then Paula Abdul's entire discography, BUT I RESTRAINED BECAUSE MONEY DOES NOT GROW ON TREES. FAIL. oh oh and holy shit holy shit! Hell and I were at the checkout to buy our things and we saw X-Files mentioned on the cover of some random magazine. And another. AND ANOTHER!!! There were three magazines there and X-Files was on EVERY. SINGLE. ONE. It was one of the most amazing moments of my life - I took a photo. They were all like $10 though, wth wth, so we just bought We went to the huge Toys R Us, we wanted to ride the ferris wheel but there was a long line. OMG OMG THOUGH, WE WENT TO THE BARBIE AREA, AND THEN SOMEONE HAD THE BRILL IDEA TO LOOK FOR THE TARINA TARANTINO BARBIE THAT LISA WAS JUST BEING ALL CUTE OVER.



AND THEY HAD IT. AND WE DIED. And we made the lady get us one in the box. And dsklfjgsadfjh. Oh my god it is SUCH a beautiful doll! I ALMOST BOUGHT IT. But I was like, "this is such a stupid purchase - I DON'T EVEN COLLECT BARBIES. AND IT'S NOT LIKE IT'S EVEN A *LISA* BARBIE." So I put it back because it was $80 and wtf wtf wtf. I am morally outraged with myself because I said, "IF THEY ACTUALLY HAVE IT, I *WILL* BUY IT." And then they did. BUT OKAY IF I STILL HAVE MONEY ON THE LAST DAY, I WILL.

We stopped at Famiglia for dinner and got pizza and it was so much win. Then we walked MOARRRR and as you know, saw the X-Files commercial on the big ass screen in Times Square. OH MY GOD AND AND!! WE HEARD SOME WOMAN ON THE STREET, SAYING SHE WANTED TO SEE X-FILES TONIGHT. SDLJFHJKDFSA. We sat at a sweet little park thing and read all of our new X-Files stuff while we waited for it to get dark. I. LOVE. NEW YORK. SO MUCH MORE. AT NIGHT. MY GOD MY GOD MY GOD. SDLKJFHASDJKFL. The colors and the lights and I love it because it makes me feel like my nocturnal-ness is not even an issue. It's just so alive.

Tomorrow is the best day ever. We have basically every single awesome thing I came here for. Which was kind of stupid - we should have spread it out more. But we're having Lisa day - which means Lisa in Wonderland RL article hunting and then seeing La MaMa. Then, YOU GUYS OKAY - SO WE'RE AT DINNER, AND TIFF IS ALL, "HEY ISN'T SOMEONE ON A LATE SHOW TOMORROW, LIKE DAVID OR GILLIAN" and I was like "omg yeah I totally forgot! Well they both already did Leno, so it's Letterman but I don't remember which of them it is." And Matt goes, "Letterman's.... here." SKDAJFHSAJKFHKSJA JKLSDHF SJKLHF SJKHF SKJDHF ASKJDFHASKLJ SO WE ARE GOING TO STALK LETTERMAN. I CAN'T BELIEVE IT DIDN'T OCCUR TO US SOONER. So we have that, *fingers crossed*, and then we have Wicked, AND THEN X-FILES 2. WTH WTH WTH. WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WITH A DAY THAT AWESOME.

Gem is getting me my pictures and stuff, so I'll post those later, probs at unlimited08. WE ARE SO EXCITED TO HAVE INTERNET AT NIGHT NOW IN OUR HOTEL!

Estoy por akí todavía mirando a ver si la web de wireimage se me carga y hay ya alguna fotito de la premiere ya. Pero no se carga ¬¬

La premiere ha estado bien, quiero decir que al principio lo de las Q&A solo las he visto porque no me iba el sonido. Al reiniciar el firefox porque se me ha atascado ya tenia sonido XD y por ahora han entrevistado a CC, FS, DD, GA, Brian Thomson y Mark Snow, que es muy cachondo el tio XDDD esos son los que he visto porque la presentadora es lo más cansina ever y incluso DD se ha aburrido con ella y ha sido sosisima su entrevista, y he cerrado esa pestaña, pero tengo a Pili al msn (que por cierto ella ha sido la que ha ganado el trivial inglés y la muy suertuda va a poder conocer a GA y DD en la premiere de London ^^) que me está diciendo quien sale y por ahora son Amanda Peet y otro q no conocemos XDDD


y wireimage sigue sin cargarme... ya editaré si hay alguna foto por ahí pero al paso que va esto me duermo XDDD

por cierto DD y GA monismos los dos, él todavia con el pelo sin cortar pero le perdonamos porque creemos que no ha llevado a la Leoni con él y Gillian si que ha llevado a Marquitos pero lleva un vestido lila-azul q está guapisima. Y bucles! :P

Just four random wallpapers. Credit for the brilliant photo used for the last one goes to redkoros .